どうして最近気持ちはそんなにのよくなさができますか？

Lots of people in Japan are asking me that.
Even my Daddy is asking me this.

All I can reply is...

I am too stressed. Because of all the work, all the studies, etcs.
But..... THat could only reply to my parents.

I think, I can really go to Mediacorp and ask for a job as actor.
Or is it my parents actually know that I am acting?


I don't know.
I get stressed over school, work, friendships and also about relationships.

School:
Projects are pilling up.
Homework are not even able to be done so easily.

Work:
Have to work on the weekends.
But I juz resigned in teaching a Pri School Student.
So from tomorrow onwards, I am a full time Piano Teacher..
Yoroshiku ne?

Friendship:
I believed that I have updated something about it up here...
But.. It seems that, some parts of it, I really dont dare to put it up..
I am afraid, people get too.... never mind..

Relationship:
I get really uneasy recently.
I noticed about something, but I cannot say anything...
I cannot do anything.
I am afraid that this will lead to a leak in the friendship.
What should I do?

Some suggested to get someone to act this out.
Some suggested, juz to act as if nothing happens.
Some suggested to just confront him..

So many suggestions. Which one should I take?
If I get the first one, Who can I choose?
If I use the second one, I get super uneasy in class...
If I use the last one, What if friendship just crack?

I am seriously being so so troubled!

望み、すべてもっと良くなることができます!!!


OHH! Before I forget!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AJIT!!! (Birthday on May 2)
御誕生日おめでとう、小山慶一朗( Birthday on May 1)

Talking about birthdays.. I recalled that mine is coming super soon..

like.. 9 days later? Haha....
Starting to get a little excited over it..
I have plenty of wishes actually.. But, I will only make 3.. Haha...

OH!! And Yamada-kun's birthday is also coming..
2 days before me.. HAHA....
He is turning 16 super soon..
Wonder how he will turn to....

I AM MORE INTERESTED WITH MYSELF!!! LOLL..

Alright.. got to do Spanish Homework~

¡Audious!

Ciao!

Lots of love,
SiSi