Just got home from school...

Reached home at.. 7 plus...



Having serious headache and throat pain...

Coughing non-stop...

Thanks to Galindo.. I think he has passed the throat pain to me...



OH! And add on to that.. Muscle pain, thanks to the badminton...

Diaphragm pain.. Cuz.. I have been coughing too much.....



Anyway.. When I reached home at 7 plus..

My mum starts to scold me....



I am too tired to reply her..

I am too tired to respond to her...



I tried to explain.. But there is no use at all..

She even blames me for mixing ard with my friends....





Now, All i want, is some freedom...

A time with my friends.. and to do the things that I want..



Let's see how I am doing everyday.. If I am not in school...



Monday.... School ends at....3 plus.. Then when I reach home.. Have to practice piano... and do hwk..



Tuesday... Piano lesson early in the morning at 8.. School starts at 10...... School ends at.. 7 plus. cuz i am having Spanish class.. After reaching home, I have to do hwk and tons of things..



Wednesday... After school, chilling with friends.. and then go home, practice piano...



Thursday..... School ends at 5... go home do the same usual routine...



Friday.. No school.... But Have to practice piano for 4 hrs.. Then go for accountancy lesson at night...



Saturday... No school.... Have to practice piano for 4 hrs.. Do hwk..



Sunday.. Teaching in piano school since 9.. till 5... Reach home... play piano for at least 2 hrs...







When would I even have time for myself?

Everytime, when I am alone, I will be asking myself.. What is life?

Is this the one that I want?



No.. The conclusion is.. NO...

I know that all these are for my own good... But I dun like the way it is..

Elaine told me, she is envying how I am having now.. At least, I have a mother who loves me..



But... i dun like it..

I cannot breathe.... I want to get out of the life that I am having...



Everyone has their own problem... I cannot tell anyone the real me..

I seldom use to think about the real me.. i just leave with a mask..



But after Galindo talked about it... I am thinking more and more into the real me..

I saw more and more of the real me...



I always look confident and happy.. I will only break down if I am really down...

But after the talk....

I saw the ugly side of me.. i sta

Lots of love,
SiSi