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| Depressed
Sunday, August 9, 2009 | 1:07 AM | 0 Sweet Cupcake
I dun know why.. BUt i am totally depressed..Seeing so many couples on thursday.. and i am still alone, make me feel like, i am going to give up soon.. The ONLY reason why i continue to stay in DS is cuz.. 1. i love dancing.. 2. i wan daddy to come back and watch me dance.. 3. Daddy promise me to come back if i am going for competition this November... But seeing that, till now i still dun have a partner, and November is coming closer and closer, and formation class is starting soon...... I dun think i have the motivation to continue to learn.... THat fire i once had, slowly fade away after someone just rejected me after dancing so many times with me.. It's not as if i fell in love with him or wad.. but i thought.. and i am certain that he would partner me.. but when i knew he and his partner break off, and i asked him, he just rejected me harshly.. and on the same day, he paired up with someone else... Totally not affected by it... I guess, i am not alright with this? Or maybe, DS is just not my turf... I once thought i enjoyed dancing.. Dancing is my life, even though mum keeps objecting.. But now, i guess, it's time.. that i give up on it.. and focus on something that mummy always wanted me to do... Which later, dun know will lead to where.. I shall just wait till the date when the formation class starts.. If i still cannot get to find one partner, then i may be leaving... And do wadeva i am supposed to do.. No matter how many tears i will have after that, i will still have to hold on.. cuz that is my fate...... Lots of love, SiSi |
