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| Realistic...
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 | 1:13 AM | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Being realistic is not good?Why? I dont know why i just cannot skip away from trouble... sometimes, i tried to ignore it.. But it ended up coming back before i sleep.. Many said.. think too much will lead to many wrinkles.. Who wanted wrinkles? But it just came back... The mask, i have been wearing.. has been really fixed onto my face.. Even myself cannot differeniate which side is the real me... Maybe this is my split personality? Maybe I am mad? Or Maybe.. I am just being stupid? Momoko was right.. I am being stupid.. I never ask for help when i need it.. In fact.. everytime when people ask wad is wrong with me.. i never say out the real problem.. It is always the minor problem that i am saying out.. D^2 is also right.. i dun trust others....... Why do i not trust them much? Everytime.. when i am silent.. everything came back to me.. everytime.... I feel like.. if i am not visible, maybe.. i will not be in this state.. if i am not who i am now.. maybe, all these problems and troubles wun come out... or maybe.. leaving the reality world.. will be a great idea... But.. who is willing to bring me out of it? I sometimes hopes that I am a star in the sky.. so that no matter wad i do.. or where i am.. i can see and laugh at others.. But being a star.. is sometimes that fade easily... You can die in just a split of seconds.. sometimes, i hope i am a sun.. so that everyone can revolve me.. but this is also not possible.. I just hope that.. everything turns out fine... Lots of love, SiSi |
