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| What should i do?
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 | 11:55 PM | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Lately.. A lot of problem popped out like that..Its not even my business... yet i am putting it on me.. and making me stress like shit.. Is like.. totally not worth it.. Tried to explain it.. Tried to say the reasons.. But seems like no one tend to understand how i was thinking.. And instead.. they think i am thinking too much.. or being selfish.. But i am not.. Because.. i dun wan the same old hurtful route to happen again to anyone around me.. But it seems like I am bothering too much and i am juz being an idiot down there thinking so many things.. I guess maybe letting them fall will be the best way to do.. Only when you are hurt or totally hurt by it.. you will learn the lesson... I guess this is the only way.. I guess people juz dun appreciate wad i have done. They juz think i am someone who is being stupid and idiot.. I really hope i could juz evaporate from this world.. and vanish.. so that i wun see so much problem and trouble.. And i wun even have to give in or put in any effort... I wun even give a damn to wad is happening around me.. Advice i hear from other further prove to me that wadeva i say is right... But will you ever listen? Now, i dun know wad to say.. I dun know wad to do.. I think a bunch of people are just down there laughing at me for being stupid... There must be a bunch of people being happy for wad i am in right now.. Juz feel like stabbing myself.. juz at the centre of my chest.. and let the blood flow off like that.. no point living in this world.. when no one understand wad i am thinking and my intention.. Work so hard for wad? No point.. juz end off.. Lots of love, SiSi |