I really dun know what to do now...

Seriously... People dun get what i mean....



They dun know my personality.... or rather character... YET..

they feel that it is the best way of doing things...

Sometimes, every decision made HAVE to go along with the characters and blah blah blah......

Now.. every route that i take... will have a risk...



Now, i totally have no mood to study.. or rather.. i totally have nth in me.....

No mood to study or wadeva....

I think i am seriously failing everything i am doing..



I am being stressed.... with lots of things..

I never know going into poly would ended up like that.. if i have known earlier.. i promise. that i will not even wan to join into this....

Although i managed to get known to alot of other people..

Like.. Liufang.... Leping, Beatrice, Jennifer, Gary, Skye, Bernard, Lisa, Nicole, Sam, Keith, Adeline, Mandy, Matin, Ben...

Ok.. i better stop.. if not i will be naming the whole DS.. HAHA..

Really a bunch of people who you can really have fun with... And missing a bit.. would made you feel a little sad...



I hope i could juz go for DS and nth else.. but seriously.. it is not going to happen....

I have test coming up next wk.. and i haven start any of them yet..

I am so stressed out..

Now i can only depend on my senior on electronics.. and some others on CAD.. as for mechanics.. LET IT DIE THEN! LOLL>.haha..



But i will jiayou.. no matter wad...



Lots of love,
SiSi
YEA.. I went sentosa yesterday.. IT IS SUPER FUN!



I love the seniors and everyone there..

Had a lot of fun during water games..

HAHA..



And juz came back from Melaka.. HAHA..

IT'S SO TIRING~~ OMG..

HAHA..



Will be continueing in japanese.. Hope you guys dun mind.... Of course.. if you wanna know..... you can come and look for me..^^ HEHEs... But it is a secret...LOLLL

今、心の中の非常の混乱。
今、私はゆっくりし私に好きになって踊ることをクラスの1人の先輩始めます。

しかし、私はたいへん恐れます。
私はずっと感じて、彼が私を妹にするのは評価します。

今、私の身の回りにいくつかの不思議な事が発生したことがあって、しょうがない、すぐ人のお手伝いを探すことしかできません。しかし、舞踊の女の先輩はあちらの先輩を持ちました。

私は本当にとても恐れます。
その先輩がその他の男子学生のようにできることを恐れて、私をよけて、要らないで私と話し合っています。

しかし、私は本当にどのようにするべきなことを知りません。
心の中のはずっと散っていけないことを恐れます。

今、私のやっと本当の知っていること、もとは、感情のこのような事、そんなに困難な1件の事です。
これしかし、完全にあります私の予想の外。
以前は、私はすべてたいへんあれらが彼氏の人がいることをうらやましがります。しかし、今、私はとてもこのような地方を離れたいです。

今、私はとても先輩が私の身の回りで私を助けることができることを望みます。
しかし、私は彼にこの事を教えます勇気がありません。

私は、彼は思うことができ(ありえ)て、私はわざと事を探して彼に接近しにきますと本当にたいへん心配しています。しかし、私の本意はこのようなではありません。

もういい、役に立ちませんと今言います。
なぜかというと、私は彼が完全にすべて私を気にかけたことがないべきだと思っています。
ずっと私自身の一人の考えです。

はい！割りです。
今、大丈夫ですけど。。。
まま。。。私、大丈夫だよ！皆、笑ってね！

Lots of love,
SiSi
YEA!! BACK FROM HOLIDAY!!!
Hais. I am finally out of that place....

THat place was super creepy..
And Hais.. shall not say anymore..
Well.. other than the sea and the beach.. there is nth i like over there...

I am so lookin forward to Monday's Sentosa trip...
I think i love the beach more over ther.. HAHA..

Finally back in home.. and also.... onlined...
I saw sth that i cannot stand...
Seriously.. someone who caused all these.. and now.. it is all my fault?
Great... now I am officially being accused.. and have no one on my back.. WTH...

Nvm. shall enjoy today.. and endure tomorrow.. and end of story!!

Lots of love,
SiSi
I LOVE SPDS!!!

It is really enjoying to be with the seniors.. IN SPDS!!!
I love them!! HAHA..

Went into the clubhouse on monday.. after doing the project..
Was crapping and saying ghost stories...
Skye was like.. OMG.. OMG!! HAHA..

And of course.. I kena freaked out too!

The next day, went back to school for Matin's IDEAS...
Later, met up with Benedict.. And ended up...
Going to clubhouse again..
Gary was like always scaring me when i am in the clubhouse.. idiot him..
HAHA..

after that. had dinner with Charles at Clementi...
After went home..
THe guy.. Gary, Yon and Charles were like.. let's go to Pasir Ris..
But since i have curfews.. so i decided that.. i should go home before my mum slaughters me.. HAHA

Today.. went for dance pracitce.. AND I LEARNT A LOT!!
THanks for Kai.. you are really a great senior.

Later got freaked out in the toliet.. And i am like so so scared....
If wanna know wad happened.. Ya can tell me.. NO PROBLEM!!! HAHA..

Later.. Watched a little senior's technic classes.. Then went home.. HAHA..
Something really unreasonable things happened.. I am like so so pissed with it! WTH..
I am like nearly going to that place and knock on that door ask wad the hell she wan from me..


WILL BE GOING TO MALAYSIA TOMORROW!!!
WILL BE MISSING ALL OF YOU HERE!!

MUACKSS...

Lots of love,
SiSi
I am getting worried once again..
Another nightmare.. I guess.. will be coming soon...
If i dun know about it.. maybe it would be even better...

But since i know.. I dun think i can ever clam down and dun think about the issue....
I really want to vent out some anger in me..
I also feel like crying..
But there is no one willing to be there to hear me out...

Anyway.... I am juz being emo..
SUPER EMO..
No one would actually get the feeling.....
it's alright..
Shall juz let it go.. and let it off...

Lots of love,
SiSi
SORRY.. this post is gonna be.. a little bit of.. erm... jap?! yeah.. haha.. no offence!!



はい！そうです。日本語です。

どうして？あなた達はきっとこのように聞くことができます。



でも、多くのものはこの瞬間で発生しました。
今、私の頭の中で混乱状態になります.
解んないです。

どうして事はこのようになることができますか？
一回ごとに、私の好きな人、 すべて私が好きなことはでき(ありえ)ません。
しかし、一回ごとに、私は興味の人がなくて、いずれも私に好きになります。
私の要求があまりに高いのははまだ何ですか？

実は、私の好きなタイプ。。
実は、私も知りません。

私は探し当てることができてただ私の心跳ぶ人を譲るだけであることをどきどき望みます。
実は、あの人はすでにありました。
しかし。。 彼は私をあまり好きでありません。

今私に対する態度も一日寒いですに比べてです。
私の特別なのが人を求めて飽きますようです。
私は本当に私が間違いの何をしたのなことを知りません。
私は彼が多く1つただ私を見ることができるだけかを望みます。

今、感情の問題を除いて、私は私のありますもっと多い問題を思っています。
それはつまり友情。私は昨日気がない間は発見して、私の学年とクラスの上で男子学生と私の良い友達がひとつあって弁明しました。

この事の後のあの瞬間を知っていて、私の非常の驚きます。実は、驚きませんも。私がとてもとっくにその男性が私の友達が好きなことを知っているためです。しかし、私は彼が意外にも言うことができると思い付いていません。
あの瞬間、ゆっくりすることを思い出して帰って来ました。

また覚えています1年前に、同様な事件のためで、私に私の最も仲が良い友達を失わせました。

私は本当に1人の良い友達に更に少なくなったことを望みません。

私は悲劇の再演を思いません。
しかし、感情の事は私がしてはいけないと言うのではありませんて、解決することができますの。

私は望んで、彼らがいっしょにいる時、少なくとも私のこの友達がいることを覚えていることができます。

私は望んで、私が彼らを必要とする時、彼らは更にあることができます私の身の回り。

私は望んで、彼らがいかなる問題がある時、私を探しにくることができます。

しかし、これらの事は発生することができますか？
以前は、ある人が私にこのように承諾したことがあるのです。しかし、すべてやり遂げていません。私は再度信用することができますか？

はい！
頑張って！

Lots of love,
SiSi
Yup.. This is the quite a late post.. ALL ABOUT SPDS!! YEA!!!

I am starting to love it more and more.. LOVING IT!!
So.. On Thursday after the lesson..
We crapped and joked a little..
So let's see how well we joked about.. HAHA..


Me and Vivian!! OK.. I am acting cute again!!!


Again!!!


Look at Matin and Kenneth.. These 2 jokers.. HAHA...


YEA~~~ Ken is strong la.. HAHA...


I AM STRONG TOO!!! He is like.. 50 plus.. SEE?! I AM STRONG!!!


NOW.. Another Strong one! HAHA.. Ben is like.. 60 plus kg.. YET I CAN!! YESH!! LOLL


Another good one.. HAHA...
Ken is strong arh...
I look fat in this picture.. I DO!!! OMG.. HAHA...


The girls and me.. After bathing.. during camp...


Me and Leeyan on the last day


PABO!!! HAHA....


Skye and the girls....


Say Cheez


SAM with the girls..^^
Smiling always....


Sam, the macho, Nicole, the cutie, LePing the outstanding..
Benedict the leader!!! AND ME.. the shortie.. HAHA...


OUR GROUP!!! Eddie in the yellow... HEHES....


YEA.. LOVE!!! HAHA...Cuz our group's song is sweet and lovely.. YEAH

I bet there is more.. HAHA...
Alright.. Cannot wait for more le.. So got to go... BYE!!!

Lots of love,
SiSi
Went over to Yuni's house for BBQ...

It is filled with fun.. LOTS OF FUN!!!



Haha.. I met up with guys at the Novena MRT....

Crapped a little while me and Nirija went for Jacuzzi....



Later Esther and Elaine came... HAHA...

Washed up then went for some start-up for BBQ...



It was like super hot down there...

Oh.. I have known to a really surprising secret.. Of course I would like to thank that person for trusting me....

NO WORRIES!! I WOULD BE THERE FOR YOU!!



So later had some crappings and blah bla blah.....

WENT FOR SWIMMING AGAIN!!!

Played truth or dare...

Shall not reveal wad we played.. But it is definitely sth that i have never done before..

Yup... Of course... HEHES...



Later washed up and continue it in the Karaoke room.

Seriously.. this gathering made me broke a big promise..

Though Girl say it's alright..

But still hope that nth could happen..

HEHES...



Send Syariah home.. was home like.. ard..... 12 plus..

SO LATE!!

HAHA..



BUT IT IS A LOT OF FUN!!

Should hold this type of gathering again..

YEA!!



Of course some really annoying and angry things happened.. I shal not mentioned it.. cuz it would be rather rude or wad..



SO.. YUP!!!

Lots of love,
SiSi
I am back from my camp!!! YEAH!!! haha...
I shall juz come here and record wad happened for these 3 days..
IT IS TOTALLY MEMORABLE and UNFORGETTABLE!!!

DAY 1
Ok.. met up at 2.15pm....
I reached school at.. 1.45 thanks to my mummy la!!
I am with luggage and people are like looking at me. HAHA..

Sms-ed BEN to help me look after the luggage while i rushed to FC5 to get sleeping bag and torches.. HAHA...
Later met up with more friends and left for T11A where we play some games... and then being split into groups..
It is so sad that my friends ar not in the same group as me...
But stil i managed to know more people...

Known to Liu Fang, Benedict, Eddie, Jasmine, Le Ping... while another 2.. i cannot recall. opps.. HAHA..
Also managed to get our GLs.... Sam and Nicole..
LOVE THEM MUCH!! they are like so cute and funny.. HAHA

After that went for some cheer reheasal and also some dance rehearsal.. Our group name is... SNSD.. the song is like super fast.. BUT CHUU KAWAIII!!!

There are groups after K-pop groups..
DBSK, 2NE1, Wonder Girls, Super Junior and After School... SO CUTE!! HAHA..

Anyway.. after dinner, had some blind-mice.. it is so muddy and disgusting.. HAHA.. but it is fun la.. HAHA.. so i dun really mind. HAHA...

After bathing was like.. some ghost story session.. then left for Night walk.. It is 2 plus by that time... HAHA..
Paired up with Ben...
Waited til 4 plus.. i think...
Yup.. IT IS FINALLY OUR TURN!!!
Once i stepped into the lift, my heart is like pop pop pop like mad...
i grabbed onto Ben like daughter clinging to dad like that.. HAHA...
the went through.. I am like freaked out of course.. but the most freaking part is that someone jumped behind me.. and that is when i started to see weird things..but ben said.. he saw nth.. NVM!!! NVM!!! LOLL

I cried after the second toliet.. haha....i am like crying and screaming during the second toliet!! OMG.. haha.

Thanks to ben for being there...^^
Then by the time it ended.. i think it is going to be 6 plus.. then went to bed...... HAHA...

DAY 2
Woke up at 10 plus or 11.. i think.. then later was at some PT.. stretching... which leave me aches all ove me.. HAHA.... SPLITS... and blah blah.. then had some food then dance.. i think...
Managed to get the Gee.. But it super difficult.. cuz we dun have the music.. and we could not get the beat AT ALL!!!!

Had some telematch after that.... then later went for bathing.... and later dinner...
We bit for the food.... which is like super difficult.. cuz our group only got like........ 1900+ points.. hais.. poor us.. HAHA..

Ended up having gastric.. HAIS.... But still ate something..
Later was given time for rehearsal.. where we headed to like.... Audition room.... where we see our GL perform the competition dance...
IT WAS AWESOME!!!!

Even the teachers are awesome.. OMG.. i am having fireburning in me le!! seriously!!!
I am so going to work hard and lose weight as well.. I wan to go for competition!!! LOLL.. haha..

JIAYOU!!! after that was our group performance.. WE DID IT!!! Although i was being fast... but i still managed to get it done!!! I actually cried after it.. I am so happy about it!!! OMG!!! HAHA..

After that was..... PARTY TIME!!!
I was like dancing like mad mad!!!
OMG.. haha..
I have once being piggybanked.. I am shocked.. that friend say i am not heavy..
Big news.. HAHA..

Ok..i admit i am a bit high and wild that night.. HAHA... cuz it's party!!!
Anyway.. the party ended till.... 3 i think.. and i am like super hungry and left... to look for food..
And i held till like 6 plus.. till i totally cannot make it.. then i collapsed and sleep.. HAHA.. so funny right?!
LAME! Ok.. during the dance..i took some pics.. let's see!!!


Ben, Cliff, Kenneth and Matin!!! SAY CHEESE!!!!


Me and Sam... He is always smiling so happily!!


Jasmine and me!!

After going back to the bunk...
Shocked to see the guys in... So Gary actually let the girls and guys stay in a room, to chat and play poker cards...
So i went cam whoring.. LOLL.. HAHA


Kenneth and ME!!! Say CHEEZ..


Say Cheezz... The guy is like so blur!!



Barry.. the mood-maker.. HAHA.. he is so engrossed in his game


Cam-whoring.. i forget her name.. OMG!! but she looks pretty even though she is playing PSP


They are playing poker.. Only Kenneth is posing.. the rest are like.... in the game.. Ben in the black shirt.. Daryl in Red... And the girl behind is.. Pearlyn.. YEAH~~~


PLaying poker till so engrossed..


I am standing on the table.. juz to take this picture.... Haha...


Still playing.....


Woah.. I love Kenneth man! He is like always posing when i am taking picture.. THAT IS WAD I WAN!!! loll..


OK.. I have a new born baby here.. HAHA..
I am being so lame.. HAHA....

DAY 3
Woke up at.. 11 plus.. then went to meet up at 11.30 i think...
then went for some briefing.. and blah blah blah.. and then thought of ritual.. and we learnt every groups' ritual..

IT's SUPER FUN!!! HAHA...
When it ended.. all of us went photo-taking.. HAHA...
Let's see...


Me and Vanessa.. She looks like a princess.. ALWAYS!!


Me and Matin.. that joker.. HAHA...


Me and Ashley.. People are like saying.. I am a mini-size of her.. LOLL..
Never grow up.. HAHA..


With Ben, Gary and Matin.. (L to R)
Me in front.. Since i am the shortest.. LOLL

Me and Sam again.. I feel sad for not being able to take picture with Nicole.. *sob*


The Do, Re, Me
Sky, Sam and SiSi.. THE 3 S!!!


Elenor and me! She is so cute!!

More pictures will be coming up and up...
WAIT.. ok?! HAHA...

ALright.. gtg...

SPDS.. ROCKS!!!

Lots of love,
SiSi
YEAH!! FINALLY.. TOMORROW IS THE SPDS FOC!! HAHA..

i am looking so much forward to it..
I have alr get ready my luggage..
Well.. every time i go to a camp.. I will bring luggage..
Cuz of course.. it is the most convienent one..
BUT IT IS ALSO THE MOST AWKWARD ONE!!!
I am always the odd one out.. HAIS..

No choice.. I have accepted the fate alr..

Hmm.. should i bring my laptop to the camp?!
Cuz i m so going to slack after the camp.. and stay till 5..cuz i seriously dun wanna go home and hear my mum nag and nag at me!!!
HAHA..

I am going to think through tomorrow.. HEHES...

Alright.. shall be turning in.. pretty soon..

Sugary Dreams..

Lots of love,
SiSi
I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE SPDS CAMP!!!
HAHA...

I am seriously looking forward to it...
So now. i am going to ignore the idiot SUNDAY..
and go straight to MONDAY.. haha...

I am really thinking whether i should bring luggage bag along with me.. or should i bring... 2 bags?!
HAIS..

I am so in amiss..would anyone help me decided?!
HAHA..

i am so going to bring the laptop..
i am so going to slack till 5 then i go home
HAHA..
dun wanna meet my mama any sooner.. HAHA..
so if anyone who can slack with in school till 5.. CALL ME.. KAY?!

HAHA..

Lots of love,
SiSi
Went K-boxing with some of my friends....
Have been really bored today.. Totally dun have the mood to do anything...
So when they called up, i agreed and left....

I was singing and singing so much.. HAHA..
But unfortunately, this time I am singing mostly LOW songs..
Totally not my style..
Normally, I will sing those songs which are HYPER..
But today was total different!!!

I guess it goes with my mood?!
Yes.. recently has really being a difficult period...

Grandfather's forces.
Parent's forces.
Friendship
And also with school work and my mum's company work....
I wish i could have a break someday?!

Or maybe not?!

Anyway....
Starting to hate myself.. I dun know why..
HAHA.. sometimes i feel myself rather shameless.. I think.. HAHA...

Yup.. that's all...
Have piano lesson tomorrow morning.. HAIS...

Lots of love,
SiSi
YES!! It is the last day of school for my class yesterday.. HAHA..
Although it is holiday.. but there are tons and tons of things for us to do...
HAIS...

Let's start with yesterday morning.. I was late.. but still managed to catch up with lota lota things.... After that, we were in our own groups doing some discussion. That was when i start to cam-whore, taking pictures with everyboday.. HEHES.. Let's start with someone popular..

OUR LEADER!!!
The hottest guy in our class...

GALINDO GOH!!! HAHA..
Eh.. why you move?! HAIS... HAHA..

Next... OUR CLASS REP!!
taking the photo with me.. HEHES..

HEHES... CHEERZZ..

Then with Yunita...

YEAh!! i look horrible in this picture!! OMG!!

HAHA..
Anyway.. while crapping, i accidentally saw where did Mr. Tan Peck Kian stay...
BISHAN!!! OMG!!!

This gives me another reason why I must burn down Bishan... HAHA..* no offence.. juz joking*
Ok..
So later went off for electronics lesson..
Our class are so late..

I felt terrible for letting the DMA people wait for us.. THIS IS UNFAIR!!!
i kept apologising.. But when Ajit came in, he actually said it is somehow childish?!
Wadeva..
HAHA..

During lesson, I couldnt bother with the Mdm Voon..
So me and Yunita are like reading Horoscopes.. and I am sms-ing Samuel and Joshua.. HAHA..
SO funny....

After lessson.. decided to go to eat Subway.. But Ajit wan to be contractors again.. So i decided not to follow them.. And left to eat Subway...

After that was CAD...
IT IS TORTURING!!! I COULD NOT FINISH!!!
i am so going to fail my MST. hais...
DIES....

Anyway.. last night's dance was good..
Managed to get the beat right..
THANKS TO BEN CHUA!! HAHA..

and after that, had a small talk with the people there about my recent problems..
And they gave me advice and blah blah.. and then went home..
was surprised to see Esther still in school at seven plus.. and it turned out to be her waiting for her dad... HAHA...

Helped out a little and left.... When reach home... I am dead-beaten..
Chatted on the MSN a bit.. and somehow solved the problem..
Of course again, thanks to Ben for giving me solutions.. Although it is a slow process.. But i am sure i can do well.. HAHA.. thanks, friend....

Later.. after that, chatted even more before i go to bed..
HAHA..

As for today mornig... i thought i could sleep till 9 plus..but was being dragged out of the bed by my mum.. NOW I AM WONDERING..... WHEN WILL I GET MY SLEEP!!!
HMMPH..

Practice piano for a while.. and then.. left to bring my Baby Fuji for a SPA..
Even dog's life are better than a human's one.. HAH..

Let's see NEXT WK's SHEDULE..

MONDAY-WEDNESDAY---------- SPDS Camp
THURSDAY ---------------------- Consultation and Workshop
FRIDAY -------------------------- BBQ

SEE?!
I wonder when will i have the free time to sleep?! HAHA..
alright got to study.. CHIONG!!! HAHA..

Lots of love,
SiSi
Juz got back from Dance...


Learnt how to do the fan, alamana.. YEAH~~~





I got the know the names of some of the seniors..


Kai, Yawn. LOLL..


HAH.. they are a group of funny people..


We ended up dancing hiphop or rather, our own songs rather than Cha-cha... HAHA..


Kai, even promised to teach me moonwalk tomorrow!!! YEAH~~~





Anyway, today's workshop, we learnt milling.. then later, we went over to......FC4..


Where ajit they all keep making fun of Joshua. HAHA...


And i am actually laughing. I DUN KNOW WHY!! HAhA... but the way ajit say, is really funny... HAHA..





So later, went to Library... and we played games..

someone actually ask me if I play soccer.. juz cuz i m holding a soccer ball.. HAHA..



Anyway, played Scrabbles first.. outside of the game room..

LAter, switched to Game room and played Monopoly...

IT IS SUPER FUN!!

HAHA...



Ajit is like so funny..

And Galindo managed to survived through... 20 BUCKS.. HAHA..

FUNNY!!

But left half way.. cuz of dance. HAH..

I HAD FUNN!!! YEAH!!!

HAHA..



Ok.. time for quiz?!

If your doctor told you are pregrant, what would you say?
you must have made a mistake... I am still a virgin... YEAH?!

Do you trust all of your friends?

OF COURSE!!! They are friends.. aint they?

Would you move to another state or country juz to be with your loved ones?
OF COURSE!! They meant everything to me!

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
OF COURSE! they dun happen cuz of nth!

Can you make a dollar in change right now?
???!!!! dun get it...

Which one of your friends do you think wil make a good doctor?
THis question.. dun know how to answer to it..I really have no idea.. HAHA...

Are you afraid of falling in love?
YUP!! I am.. HAHA.. cuz i dun know how would it turn like..

Is there someone who always pops out of your mind?
hmmm.. yup.. there is one...

What is your most favourite scar?
Isnt scar supposed to mean hurt?!Where got favourite de?

When was the last time you flew on the plane?
Last December

What does your last text message say?
Of course need sry seh.. Girls ask for help then not being able to make it.. It is so bad>.<..

What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
Hmmm.. looks and character bah....

Fill in the blanks
LOLL.. i dun get it.. HAHA...

What is the goal you would like to accomplish in the near future?
To be able to get freedom to do the things i really want and like...

If you were to be waken up from a coma, who would you call?!
My parents and friends.. To tell them I am fine now..

How many kid do you wan to have?
Is it a little too early to talk about it?! But if really have to say.. I think 2?! One guy and one girl.. HAHA

Would you make a good parent?
I think so.. HAHA. i am not sure..

Where was your profile pic taken from?
What profile pic?

What is your middle name?
I dun have one..

Honestly, what is on your mind right now?
Who should I look for now?!

If you could go back in time to change something, what would it be?
HMM... maybe to clear some troubles between a friend and me

Who will be your maid of honour and bestman for your wedding?
Not sure yet.. shall take a look later... when my wedding comes.. LOLL>. which is so far away!

What are you wearing now?
Hmm.. nightdress..

Righty or Lefty?
RIGHTY!!

Best place to eat?
the place where friends and family are...

Favourite jeans
I dun have one.. or rather, i dun even wear them!

Favourite animals.
THis is obviously a stupid question.. Who would my Fuji baby be?! A cat?! LOLL

Favourite Juices
Watermelon Juice

Have you had chicken pox?
nope.. NEVER!!!

Have you have sore throat?
Who doesnt have?

Ever had a bar fight?
I dun think so!

Who knows you the best?
Myself.. i think..

Shoe Sizes
NEVER remember this.. Juz try it out and hope it fits..

Do you wear contact lens or specs?
I dun wear either of them.. But i wear contacts juz for fun..

Ever been in a fight with your pet?
That is the most often thing.. HAHA..

Been to Mexico?
NOPE!! HAHA

Did you buy somthing today?
You mean clothes or food?!

Did you get sick today?
Hmm.. do you count love sick?! LOLL>. JKJK!!

Do you miss someone today?
OF COURSE!!!

Did you get into a fight with someone today?
I dun think so.. but if talking about long time ago.. YES..

When was the last time you massage?
Last yr in Japan?

Last person to lay on your bed?
My mum or maybe Fuji baby?

Last person to see you cry?
Hmm.. that person cannot be mentioned.. That person is a... hmm... shhh..

Who made you cry?
Hmm... dun wan to recall

What was the last TV show you watched?
Hmm.. Hannah Montana..

What are your plans for weekends?
Dun know.. have piano lesson on Saturday.. teaching on Sunday..

Who do you think will repost this?
I am not sure.. HAHA..

Who was the last person you hang out with?
Samatha.. from SPDS..

Lots of love,
SiSi
First, Would like to wish my dearest and dearest Dr. Ng a really happy birthday..
Can i say that he is the best teacher ever?
Always being there for us..
Knowing that he is being the director of School of MM now, feeling really happy..
But unfortunately, cuz of this, he is unable to teach us lecture or tutorial..

BUT IT'S ALRIGHT!!!
I am sure he is happy in this way now. ^^..
And i would like to wish him all the best!! HAH..

So today, mummy is back to singapore..
THAT MEANS...
no cosmetics.. no heels.. I AM BACK TO THE NORMAL SISI!!! LOLL..

She seriously bought lota and lota of clothes back....
And some clothes are really good! HAAH.. starting to love her now. But if she allows me to wear cosmetics, it would be even better.. LOLL..

Ok.. back to school.. Had electronics...
And i simply cannot understand a thing that MdmVoon said..
Sometimes, she is practically crapping with Nirija and Yunita.. Later, went to FC 1 again.. for lunch..
At first, i suggest to Esther of having a bowl of noodle, then have Big Mac..
But by the time comes, i decided to have apple pie and soya bean milk..

AND I AM TOO FULL FOR THE BIG MAC..
maybe some other times? YEAH?!

Well, after that, went to T15 to slack.. but later, Elaine and Esther left..
Although they say they will stay till 3 plus and ask a friend some questions..
HAIS..
so then i am alone..

Later, went over to FC4 to meet him cuz he said he is with another person i know..
BUT LATER, 6 other people pop out! HAHA..
so funny.. so i walked around the school, and met DS senior.. while we chatted and crapped around.. HAHA..

THat friend is nice.. he asked if i am lonely and he actually felt bad that he made me make my way down and unable to go in to meet him..
Anyway, later went into FC 4 to buy the drink and left for FC 5 while we 2 work on our electronics.. FINALLY UNDERSTAND A BIT!! YOSH!!!

So later, went for Spanish class...
Antonio was really funny.. HAHA... no wonder i like european teachers.. they always crack joke with you. OH! before i forget.. he has green eyes.. HAHA...
So special..

Had a spanish test.. I SERIOUSLY, DUN THINK I CAN MAKE IT!!! LOLL

i am so going to buck up on my spanish.. so that i can do well..
I promised Lasse and Martina that i will speak to them in Spanish some day.
HAHA..

I WILL WORK HARD!!!

Hais.. there is workshop tomorrow..
AND THERE IS DANCE!!!
OMG...

i am always waiting and waiting for the day..
HAHA..
cant wait for 3 tomorrow.. HAHA...

Alright.. got to go sleep..
if not, i think i wil be sleepig during workshop..
JIAYOUS!!!

Lots of love,
SiSi
I dun know why...
But recently, I am feeling like I am always the extra one in class....
People have their own friends, own group...
I am the only one who is drifting from one group to another...
Is it because of my personality that really sucks?

Or is it juz because people dun want to make friends with me?
I am always feeling, why cant she be the same when she is with another...
Why is she always emo and quiet in front of me...
But in front of her, she is hyper and everything..

Am i that not trustworthy?
Didnt i tell her all my secrets and things like that?
Why did she still do such kind of things to me?
I am really emo right now, and i dun know wad to do now.
I believe that, if someone treat you in a way, that person should be treated back in the same way..

But i feel i am always not?
I hope i could find my own real friends whom i can really tell my little secrets to..
Whom i can really rely on?
Whom i can really find if i nid to let out my emotions.

But now, I dun have....

This is real
This is me
I am exactly where i am supposed to be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now i found who i am
There is no way to hold it in
No more hiding who i wanna be
This is me

This is really what i nid...
This is me from Camp Rock..
Will i be like Mitchy?
I hope i will.. find my where i am really heading to...

Lots of love,
SiSi
Yeah.. typing in an awkward way..
cuz i m having nails on me now...

Tomorrow, grandpapa is coming!
thought he is coming from Japan...
But surprising, he has been in China like 3 mths ago and he didnt even tell me!
I am mad about it!!!

Alright, so tomorrow, jiichan is coming back...
so wad has it got to do with me getting nails?
cuz to my old traditional grandpapa, having long nails means of elegance...
plus tomorrow he is going to bring along someone with him...
So as not to make him embarrassed, i get to buy fake nails and get my friend to do it for me... hais..

other than that, i would have to put on make-up and wear heels... hais..
wth is that?
i bet tomorrow eveyone is going to laugh at me..
cuz of my weird looks... LOLL..
and also..
i am thinking if i should go ahead with fake lashes.
i know that galindo, ajit, yuni and elaine say dun care about others...
but i m really scared... cuz tomorrow... i m going to be wearing like a freak!!!
KNN..

i haven finish my Mechans.. OC and wadeva shit..
knn...
how am i supposed to eat tomorrow?
i doubt i would be able to survive..
and i m sure that constance from OC is going to pick on me when she see me in this state.
hais..

no choice.. where is my knight in amour to save me?!
LOLL..

no none.. hha.. gtg.. bye~~~

Lots of love,
SiSi