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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 | 12:19 AM | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Very moody now.. Dont know how to say.. Just that.. everytime.. after talking to mummy.. i feel very moody.. This time round.. daddy also come in.. He screamed and shouted at me.. Well.. I dun know.. We used to be a happy family.. ALl because of business.. it fell the family apart.. It made us unable to bond well.. If i had a choice to make.. I WOULD NOT.. wanted this.. I rather be in a poor family, with nothing else.. But with a basic of seeing parents everyday.. I dun get to see my dad for like.. god knows how long.. and my parents keep complaining about how bad i am.. after i entered poly.. I guess all my hard work and stuff.. and every good part of them.. no one sees it.. only when i did something wrong.. everyone comment on it.. I really dun know who i really am now.. Because.... i dun feel what a teenager should feel.. instead.. i feel like leaving this world.. it has total no point to continue to stay in here.. where there is total no understanding.. there is total no trust... there is total no freedom of speech.. what ever i say. always ended up as a big problem.. everytime.. i must be the one who apologise when i am not in the fault.. I really dun know what i have done.. I am breaking down.. into bits and bits already.. why did teenagers have to go through so much things like that? cant they just lead a happy and sad-free life? i really wonder.. if i juz vanish from the world.. will even someone actually miss me.. would someone actually give a damn. give a call and ask i m alright.. i guess now.. even if i am in the hospital.. also no one knows.. who cares anyway.. I guess this is wad a failure i am.. In class.. i have no stand.. Outside class.. i also no stand.. at home.. no stand.. outside home also no stand.. whats the point? seriously.. wad sthe point? Lots of love,
SiSi |