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Trouble never end
Thursday, March 18, 2010 | 3:45 AM | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Well.. yes.. it never end..
Ever since the day i know 'it'...

I really regret...
How much i trust her..
how much i love her and be there for her..

But to her.. i am juz a pile of rubbish...
when she nids me... she looks for me..
when she is alone.. i am her only person whom can hang out with her..
when she has someone else, i will just be a passer-by..

Have been in this for like how long alr..
I thought i have been very used to it..

But apparently.. i am not..
I am not at all..
I thought i can always go with the flow..
I can always juz let it be.. as long as everyone around me is happy..

But ended up.. i will be the one who is hiding behind my doors.. crying..
Hoping someone could lend me their shoulders..

But no one did..

Is it so tough to have myself out of trouble from one day?
Is it so tough to be happy most of the time?

Why is it when i wants to be happy.. someone would come and ruin it?
Maybe i am just faraway from happiness..
Maybe i juz meant to be unhappy..
Or maybe i just cannot stay with happiness..

is really sick and tired of what i am having now..
I want to trust wadeva you tell me..
I want to.. but how?

Wadeva i see... makes me feel like i am a fool..
I am always being used..
It really hurts to be used most of the times..

Why will it always ended up like this?
I cannot stand it anymore... really...
Can anyone just give me a break?
To any land.. even the hell will do for me..

I juz dont want to be crying again...

Lots of love,
SiSi