// Strawberry Cupcake

The Cupcake ;

Hollo people! Meet me the owner ;3
My name is Sitong, also known as Sisi or Nanako. I was born on 11th of May in 1992. I am turning 21 in this coming May 2013.
I have my parents, a 11 years old youngster sister and a cute white Japanese Spitz named Fuji living in the west side of Singapore.I'm 21 years younng sooon! I live in Singapore.

Free Cupcakes ;

Q : What are you doing now? Studying? Working?

I am doing both actually.

Studying: I'm a full-time student in Singapore Institute of Management, Global Education - University of London, BSc in Economics and Management.

Working: I am a freelance emcee/event host.

Q : So.. Other than work & studies, what else do you do?

I enjoy hanging out with my friends.. AND BOYFRIEND!!! I am with this charming guy and we have been together for 1 years already and still counting!
I enjoy shopping, watching movies, listening to music, dance and many many more!

Q : What is your wish-list for 2013?

2013 is here and there are SO MANY WISHES THAT I WANT TO FULFILL!!!!

1. Getting awesome results for my Prelim which is coming pretty soon.
2. Getting awesome results for my EXAM, which is coming in May
3. Grow up long hair AND DYE ON 21st BDAY!
4. Go on a vacation with my dearest boy just for once.
5. Lose weight!!! - This one has been on wishlist for like forever already.. -.- zzz
6. Earn lots and lots of money so i can buy lots and lots of things!
7. Save up more than enough for my next year's school fees
8. Be a real matured adult because I'm 21 years old now..
9. Always be happy and stay healthy
10. Be with my boy for the REST OF MY LIFE

Q : So, you are a freelance emcee, how did you manage to get into such field?

I joined MediaCorp's So you wanna be a DJ in 2011 and I am one of the Top 6 Contestants. Afterwhich, SPHere Exhibit found me and 'POP'.. I am a freelance Emcee now!! It's the most amazing thing ever in my life. And i totally enjoy this job. Of course, i am also doing corporate events like D & D and wedding dinners.

If you wish to have me to host for YOUR event, do pop my a comment or look for me at my FB OR.. email me @ princessgss@hotmail.com

Q : What is your favourite & hatred food?

Favorite: I LOVE JAPANESE FOOD! AND.. I love SUSHI! I can basically eat that for all 3 meals! I love home-cooked food too. Or rather, anything that is crispy, crunchy and yummy..

Hates!! : Carrots, Bitter Stuff *Yuck :P*

If there anything you wanna ask me? Do comment below & I will get back to you! :)

Banana Strawberry Friends ;

Do you know?

Wednesday, April 14, 2010 | 11:50 AM | 0 comments

Do you know how does it feel when couples can be together openly outside?

Do you know how does it feel when i am always the one trying?

Do you know how does it feel when you were always " i am ok with it" to me?

Do you know how does it feel when i see coldness in your eyes or from your tone?

All these were juz like knives stabbing into my heart..

Am i that shameful that you dont dare to make me your official?

Am i being cheap to always trying to love you?

Am i really that OK to you? or you juz dun care?

Am i really supposed to be treated that way?

All these were in my head last night..

Couldnt get to sleep..

Yes.. I have to agree..

I am close to guys.. and in fact most of the friends.. are guys..

Just like you.. your friend group is all girls..

Because of you, i did cut down on guys around me..

I didnt hug guys.. I didnt become close to any.. i even stop talking to them bah...

Thats the only thing i can promise that i have done

Only when we werent together anymore, i get back to the old me..

But cuz of this.. you werent changing anymore..

I tried to be myself in front of you..

But it seems that you cannot accept it.. but you doesnt wanna let me know..

All the time, i am guessing what you are thinking..

Wae=deva i can do... i can try.. i have done it.

In the end.. i am the one who is hurt.. and no one is there for my tears..

So i made a promise to myself.. that i will not cry.. for guys..

Because the more i cry.. the more i cant do things well..

Thats why.. i am so cold blooded..

You thought i dont care.. but insdie me.. theres a lot of things you wun know.. but others know..

Because i dont know how to share to you when you are always cold..

You think that.. close friends will leave you someday..

so you wun trust..

Do you know how sad i was when i heard this?

So you dun trust me cuz i will leave you one day too?

I guess this is why you dun wanna tell me things bah..

No matter how much i have tried.. you will also not trust me..

I am tired..really tired..

I no longer know what to do already..

Being myself.. will bring us no where..

the only thing i can do is.. to change..

Only when i change.. everything can work..

i guess all along i am the one who is creating all the troubles..

All along its me who does everything that made people dislike me..

Maybe changing.. will change many things..

But what will i change to?

Will i adapt to the new me?

Questions are always there..

How i hope i can change my heart.. so that i cannot feel anything..

no matter how many setback.. i will also feel anything..

how i wish

Lots of love,

SiSi