This post is not meant for anyone.. IF YOU THINK ITS FOR YOU, then jiu for you bahh..



What is the real meaning of TRUST? Its a mutual understanding between friends. Friends will only come if you were to give your TRUST.. if you dont, then you will not get it.. I have to admit that yesterday, my mood is not that good.. due to my period.. and.. YOU JUST ADD IT ALL UP.. to make my day EVEN WORSE... not pushing blame.. as saying..

Firstly you made me angry by ASSUMING something. Beatrice and I were just hoping to go through bus as it's faster. So we were just trying to suggest another option, hoping to eat as soon as possible, because i need to leave for home early, before 11PM. Junhao can ask nicely like " why want to take bus? didnt we agree on taking train?" And his tone is WAY NICER.. You juz pulled him along and say "AIYA.. THEY WANT TO HAVE GIRLS' TALK LA!" when we are not even having one? Like come on.. is that a need to say as if everything is under YOUR CONTROL? We were just trying to be nice, to give alternatives, and you just push him away and say something that you are so sure of.. what made you SO CONFIDENT? so please DO NOT ASSUME.. if you are unsure of something.. ASK.. IN A NICER TONE.. then this will be an ASSUMPTION..

Secondly she want to go home alone or with you, IS HER OWN PROBLEM! If you want to ask WHY, and when people tell you, BELIEVE IT! Dont keep dont trust as keep asking, I WANT THE TRUTH.. sometimes, things are just SIMPLE till that theres no reason or explanation to it AT ALL. So just suck it up. If you want to know, and when people tell you, LISTEN AND BELIEVE! Dont keep asking why this. why that. There no SO MUCH WHY.... Dont say you didnt do it.. Cuz i can say that i dont get angry and i dont flare up for no apparent reason.. And i dont flare up if its your first time..

Thirdly the way you talk, sometimes make people feel like you are threatening people. We told you the truth, you dont believe, then you say, " ok lor, i go take bus." Please stop it. Cuz we owe you nothing? We can just let you rot down there and clementi and EMO TILL YOU DIE.. but as a friend, we will try to accompany you and make you feel better. Instead, you step over it. People dont tell you what you want to hear, you walk away.. What is this? If you were to do that on her, she might just walk off and never talk to you EVER AGAIN..

Enough is just enough. My limit towards this is already enough. And its either you change it or you FOREVER dont talk to me.. Its ok if you dont talk to me.. I am ok.. and i dont mind AT ALL.. like seroiusly.. cuz i somehow had enough.

You treat me as AN INFORMATION COUNTER.. then just be it.. I tried my best to answer your questions.. AND YOU NEVER BELIEVE.. Its like almost never.. Its as good as when you did something good, people dont see it. Instead, you keep gettng blamed for nothing. Do you think next time, others still want to tell you stuff?

and also, please make up your mind when you talk.. dont this.. then that again.. cuz if so, no one know whats going on.. and PLS SPEAK UP FROM YOUR MIND.. its not PROMOTING.. its just SHARING.. if the MOST BASIC of that, you also dont know, then i dont know what i can say already. OK.. examples.. just like yesterday... ABOUT DREAMS.. i can just say.. oh, i used to dreamt that my grandpa blah blah blah.. this is call sharing. I let people know about my grandpa, someone who is close to me. I am not asking anyone to pity me. I am not promoting myself. Instead, i am trying to let you guys know me better by letting you guys know my grandpa better. THIS IS CALL SHARING.. if you dont share.. DO NOT EXPECT OTHERS TO SHARE..



Ok.. this is just a venting post.. so incident over, problem past.. Only when you think you want to talk about it.. then we shall talk about it.. but by that time, please use some brains to talk..


Loves
Nanako