Yea.. haven't been updating for like GOD KNOWS HOW LONG.. haha.. Many things happened. Be it, exciting, sad, emotional, angry.. anything.. All i can say that is.. all these DO change my life...

1. TEENAGE KPOP DANCE BATTLE

This is like something that we never thought that we could make it.. But we did. We changed the song so last minute.. but the outcome was good. I am really proud of everyone in the group for putting in effort. Didnt make into finals.. but we do enjoy ourselves. Seriously would like to thank SARA for coming down. She is from NP and she is FREAKING BUSY.. yet she still put in effort. Thank Zihao and Junhao. THey are not dancers. yet they dont give up and they tried again and again.

2. SP Got Talent Finals
Went for Audition half-heartedly, not putting in any hope into getting in to finals. But we did. Worked hard for 2 weeks EVERYDAY. And last night, we managed to do well. We managed to put up a great performance. All the hard work is not being wasted. And of course hope that there are still chancing in working together with my lovely 3 friends, Beatrice, Keng and Skyne.
I have to really thank Skyne for partnering me. He managed to carry ME, someone who is fucking heavy. THANK YOU DEAR~~

Above are HAPPINESS... So what about sadness?



How pathetic, after so long, i still cant shake him off my head. However, his attitude is just different. VERY DIFFERENT. When saying bye, he always do it half-heartedly to me. It looks like he is just trying to avoid me in ANY WAYS.. I really dun know what i have done to make him do so. He once said that he hope that the girl he like will not stop talking to him jus because they cant be together. But why is he doing this to me? I know that we are not possible. But i seriously dont see there's a need to do so.. LIKE SERIOUSLY!! Everytime i tried to tell myself, i am thinking too much, you just give me a hit on the head like saying.. "HEY~ WAKE UP!" And really it hurts.. VERY MUCH. Frankly speaking, i cant wait till ITP comes.. cuz by then, i really want to leave you, and learn to live without you in these 9 weeks. I hope that ITP can help me to forget everything about you. And when school reopen, you will just be a little boy whom i would like to take you as a LITTLE BROTHER, and not someone whom i like or anything.

Exam is here.. and I am studying the ass out of me.. seriously, i want to study hard for my future and everything.. i seriously dont want to regret.. But frankly speaking.. this is tiring.. VERY TIRING.. luckily i have supportive friends and family :)

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Many things happened and i have to say, i do see things very differently... and i do experience things differently too..

lets see a few quotes that i get from FB...


1. Some people come into our lives and leave foot print on our hearts. Others come into our lives and make us wanna leave foot prints on their face.

Frankly speaking this quote is funny... but very true.. Some people are just that asshole that i really do wanna leave my foot prints on them.. haha.. but well.. its not civilised you see.. so i didnt.. lols

2. I wanna shout out everything i feel about you.. but i cant.. cuz it would only hurrrt me to see everyone listening... everyone except you..

Yea. kinda true.. wad if you confess and that asshole actually dun give a damn and he juz walk away and act like it never happened? it really do hurt a lot.. sometimes its just sad to like someone who dun appreciate you..

3. You may meet people better than me, funnier than me, more hilarious than me, but one think i can say to you, i will ALWAYS be there when they ALL LEAVE YOU..

VERY TRUE! frankly speaking.. i do agree.. i will always be there no matter who i meet.. this is a promise that i will never break no matter how bitch or asshole i am.. haha..

4. Once you've already let go of someone, have the courage that you will not see her again. Because good byes are not created for nothing. it really ends something..

True.. This is for all those who said want to give up.. but in the end never give up.. frankly speaking.. GROW SOME BALLS.. if you made up your mind.. to give her/him up.. then stop contacting him/her!! You can say that i know nothing.. but i can say that YES I DO.. cuz now, i am not contacting him unless he talks to me.. SO.. SUCK IT UP!!

5. All I'm asking is dont make promises you cant keep and dont say things you dont mean cuz in the end, those things mean everything..

KINDA TRUE!! like seriously.. dun make empty promises.. if you can do it.. say yes.. if you cant dun say i will do it.. instead, say you will try.. and this is based on the fella who ask for the promise and the person who reply i will try.. cuz wadeva you are doing now, no matter good or bad will all be trying.. so cut the crap.. lols..

6. THey say: time heals all wounds.. but what they forget to add is that it leaves some nasty scars behind. and those scars are sometimes painful memories and reminders of the past.

Kinda true.. Once bitten by a snake, you will forever be fearful of them.. the scars that those who hurt me will forever be there.. and the worse thing is.. its in my heart.. how great is that? haha.. cuz if its on my body, i can go for plastic surgery.. but if i were to have scars in my heart, how do i remove them?

7. There are certain people in your life that you will miss and that is okay.. but some people you should just learn to forget and to move on with your life..

I totally agree with it.. I do learn to forget them.. cuz it cause painful memories that i kinda hate a lot.. and it made me very insecure in many ways.. haha.. but its okay.. i have alr moved on with my life.. but now, i need to move on again.. i am sure i can do that:)

8. I smile to make people happy, but in my head, its just to hide the pain so that people dont ask me whats wrong.. :(

Yea.. kinda true.. thats like so me.. when i am sad, when i am unhappy, i dun show it in front of others.. but i do show it in front of my friends.. to me.. they are people whom i can trust in letting out my feelings.. thats why i LOVE THEM!! :)

9. Why do i keep trying for someone who wont try for me?

Yea.. thats exactly how i am feeling before exams.. kinda true.. why try so hard when that fella is not giving me anything in return? not one at all? instead, he treat me so coldly.. its okay.. i know that this is reality.. and one day.. if you like someone and that someone do the exact some thing to you.. i am just going to stand there and LAUGH AT YOU AND SAY: serve you right.. cuz thats how i feel at that point of time..:)

10. LOVE what you do and DO what you love.. DOnt let anyone or anything hold you back. Its your DREAM and only you can make it happen:)

YES! how i hope this will happen? haha.. cuz my parents are like kinda strict.. hais..
but its okay.. i shall show that my dreams are not juz dreams.. they are going to come through sooner or later..:)

ALRIGHT! 10 quotes a day, make my heart feeling a lot better:)
see ya~~


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