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| My feelings.. is it even being noticed?
Tuesday, January 18, 2011 | 2:36 PM | 0 Sweet Cupcake
 You are a memory now. It contains of happy and sad ones.. however, the only thing i can rmb of, is the happy ones. Sometimes, i regret for being the Old me.. However, you will still be a memory of me. Nothing cant be done anymore.I tried to do as much as i can.. but in vain. maybe to you, I am in the wrong, but to me, you are.. Both of us are having different perspective. This eventually lead us to this route. But why cant i let go? I'm really happy that you have finally let it go. You have made it into a memory. And i really wish that you can find someone better than me. And be happy. However, i cant be happy. maybe because you are the first. Is that the reason why it is so memorable? maybe? i tried.. for the past few months.. nothing changed... Im not happy. but i tried to.. tears are now my good friends.. smile is just something i used to make people not to doubt me.. however, deep inside, i am not feeling happy. Why is this happening? i thought i have let you go... I tried to like someone else, i try to go out with other guys.. i try to even involve myself in many many things.. but everytime i see you, everything juz changed.. the feeling just came back... So i guess this is karma? I have gotten my punishment.. I guess regretting now doesnt make a difference.. the only way.. is to let me continue to be in my sentence.. until the day, my date is due.. Im really happy to know you.. but i guess fate doesnt mean for us to be together... <3 Nanako Lots of love,Nanako |
