I have to say something that really upset me...
I still cannot let you go.. I dont know why.. But it is just so hard!!

Is it possible that it is a crush only? Or am i really in love with you?

How i wish you could just be more cruel to me....
Like you can just ignore me.. And dont care for me... Dont ever care if i actually had my lunch.. Dont ever care if i actually got scolded by my parents or not.. Dont ever care to talk to me or say hi to me when you see me..

I really just hope that by the end of the year 3, i can forget you...
I really dont see the point of you continue to care for me, when you have nth for me AT ALL!!
You are just making me feeling more attached to you.. You are just making me feel that i might have the chance...

If you dont wanna let me have the wrong idea, please just leave me.. make me feel like you dont care for for me at all.. If only like this, i can let go of you slowly.. bit by bit...

I will work hard.... to forget you.. and let you goooo...