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| A New Chapter..
Saturday, October 20, 2012 | 7:07 PM | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Listening to this song, I just feel that it has everything that i feel about what happened yesterday. Things has happened, I lose a friend. If you were to ask me, " Do you feel anything?" I have to say.. YES, I DO.. because after all it has been 3 years of friendship. If I can say nothing, that is either lying or I didnt treat her as my friend from the start. This shall be the last and final time i am going to talk about it. After this post, i will flip over a new page, a new chapter and let it be. I have realised that, ever since you are with your current boyfriend, you have changed totally. You are no longer that friend who has logical thinking. Instead, you changed to someone ridiculous and unreasonable. Although things happened, you didnt even bother to make things better, instead you side him and blame me. Maybe he is giving you many benefits like money and care that other ex-boyfriends cant provide. But you just blinding side him and still be proud of it. You started to be unreasonable till an extend that its too ridiculous. After the first fight that we had, I have never commented on anything he do.. But instead, you told me that i have always been against him since the first fight. That is just.. seriously WTF.. You blame me for things that i didnt even do. Have you ever thought of why all these happened? Because he is being an asshole. (Yes, i just insulted him. HIT ME? BITE ME?) When things happened, he only hide behind and cant be a MAN to stand up for whatever he has done. Instead, you have to come out and deal with it? I just look down on him. I have never look down on your boyfriend before, but now i do.. Instead of making things better, he make things worse. I have never classify my boyfriend as someone superior and yours inferior. Since you think this yourself, i am thankful that you see highly of my bf.. Plus, twitter isnt even for him. Why assume? Why do you think that useless is him? Is it because you feel so too? The funny thing is.. you dont even believe what i told you! It wasnt for him, yet you find that its for him. This just TOO RIDICULOUS!! Lastly, i am upset because you broke a 3 year friendship because of a guy, whom you know and together with for 8 months. This shows how much a good friend you are. So, dont go around saying that i lose a good friend like you. You will find another friend who can replace. All i can say is, I cant be replace for sure. One day you will wake up from that fairy tale of yours and realised that whatever i said is true. You will regret breaking this friendship with me. Although, i feel upset, but i will flip over a new page and enjoy my life without your presence. I wouldnt put down my ego ever again because i feel that you dont respect me at all. If i were to ever go look for you to be back as my friend, i will follow your surname. I say it i mean it. :) I am proud to say, i am independent enough to depend on myself. I pay for my own study loan, earn my own allowance by teaching tuition and piano. I dont take money from my boyfriend and i dont work for my boyfriend's family. So anyone can say that i am no independent, but not you. Dont say that you work for your bf's stall. I am glad that this has come to an end. From now onwards, you are no one to me. I have also deleted you from my facebook and twitter, dont think you are the only one who can unfollow me. To me, you hurt me too much so i will NEVER accept you into my life ever. Although it is a pity, but i dont need someone who betray me to affect me. 我得放下 翻开这一页 没时间想过去 下一页的我 会去哪里 用多大的勇气 所有梦里面的风雨 我不怕那是我的试题 下一页的我 希望能拥有 美丽的明天 所以这次我送走从前 因为我 看的见 Awesome lyrics.! Welcome to the new chapter of my life. I am confident that I am able to do well in a better tomorrow. I am confident that I will do better than how I was yesterday. Because, I have loving boyfriend who will help me through situation and not just money. I will just take what happened in the past as my test for a better future. Still, i would want to thank you for the good 3 years of memories in poly. You have keep me accompanied, have someone for lunch and breaks without feeling so lonely. But still, i have to move forward and i cant wait for you. I need to move forward and improve. So... Good bye memories! :) Lots of love, Nanako |
