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Friendship, Relationship, Love
Wednesday, December 5, 2012 | 11:27 AM | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Its just 2 days.. And yet i feel that many things happened to me..
And definitely there is a great impact.

Shocked, helpless..

Thousands of emotions just came knocking on my door.

Soon, there is a battle between logic and emotions. Eventually Logic win.. :)

I know it well that Logic will win.. And i know that its the best to follow logically.

But emotions will never fail to make me go crazy.

And sadly, i make the people around me go crazy with me as well.

Because of my emtionally-unstable, I hurt my dearest boyfriend.
I start to question every single sentence that he say.. I start to question every single action that he does.
I know that it is very unfair for him. But paranoid and insecurity just came running to me which makes me feel like I M A PILE OF SHIT.. and i am NOT WORTH IT ANYMORE..

No matter how many people tell me that i am awesome.. at this moment, i find myself in a pile of mess that no one can imagine.

Physcially and mentally tortured for the 2 days, make it seems like 2 years.. I know that it goes the same to my boyfriend..
But all these unhappiness, are uncontrollable. I thought i could control.. But i cant.. I really cant..

I am glad that today, i managed to think logically and calmly now. I am thankful for whatever has happened.. i managed to see who are my real friends.
I am thankful for what happened, i managed to see that who is really by my side..

I am grateful and thankful. And i just hope that these people will forever be with me.. For the rest of my life.. until i die..
And i, will use my life to love them, treasure them, care for them.. :)














Lots of love, Nanako