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Wednesday, December 5, 2012 | 11:27 AM | 0 Sweet Cupcake
Its just 2 days.. And yet i feel that many things happened to me..And definitely there is a great impact. Shocked, helpless.. Thousands of emotions just came knocking on my door. Soon, there is a battle between logic and emotions. Eventually Logic win.. :) I know it well that Logic will win.. And i know that its the best to follow logically. But emotions will never fail to make me go crazy. And sadly, i make the people around me go crazy with me as well. Because of my emtionally-unstable, I hurt my dearest boyfriend. I start to question every single sentence that he say.. I start to question every single action that he does. I know that it is very unfair for him. But paranoid and insecurity just came running to me which makes me feel like I M A PILE OF SHIT.. and i am NOT WORTH IT ANYMORE.. No matter how many people tell me that i am awesome.. at this moment, i find myself in a pile of mess that no one can imagine. Physcially and mentally tortured for the 2 days, make it seems like 2 years.. I know that it goes the same to my boyfriend.. But all these unhappiness, are uncontrollable. I thought i could control.. But i cant.. I really cant.. I am glad that today, i managed to think logically and calmly now. I am thankful for whatever has happened.. i managed to see who are my real friends. I am thankful for what happened, i managed to see that who is really by my side.. I am grateful and thankful. And i just hope that these people will forever be with me.. For the rest of my life.. until i die.. And i, will use my life to love them, treasure them, care for them.. :) Lots of love, Nanako |